6. Junior Love
my junior year I was ready for love. I wanted a girl friend but I had no practical experience
on how that was supposed to go or what it would look like. I still had a lot of learning to do and
I surely found the right people to teach me those lessons.
shay
8/1/87
first day to report for football.
we have a new girl helping out with the trainers, shay.
she is tall and super skinny, i mean bean pole.
i think she likes layfield which makes since because he is tall too,
but she talked to me a lot and was flirting with me? we talk good but i’m not so sure
i’m attracted to her. she may be too skinny even though i have always thought there
wasn’t such a thing.
she has small tits too, which isn’t me either. its almost like one, the left one, isn’t
even there or is missing? the thing i do like about how skinny she is is her legs.
she has that pussy gap, that light shines through. gaps are good.
9/27/87
shay came over last night after the dorm curfew to hang out.
another knee surgery and this is what i needed, some comforting.
she checked out to a friends house and i didn’t know this until later in the night.
so she had to stay, which i think was her plan.
we had a lot of fun talking and laughing and she is a great kisser. well it didn’t stop there.
i kind of knew she was the horny type, we fucked all night long, or she did.
i had to remain on my back, which she seemed to get a kick out of.
we slept thru church and lunch.
she is not shy to give head.
you can tell she likes the power of it all, she takes control.
her long legs and the pussy are really nice.
her pussy sticks out like a yummy mound and it is easy to get to.
with her shirt off you can really get the details on the boobs, one is super small.
she has a sunk in chest cavity that doesn’t help. she is a very cool chick.
10/1/87
shay couldn’t come over tonight, she had homework.
but she asked me to come pick her up at 830 and she wanted to
give me a blow job for xmas.
treg caught wind of this and asked if he could hide in the way back of the blazer.
normally i would say no, but he let me hide under the covers at the foot of his bed
last weekend and watch him fuck tracy.
i picked up shay right at 830 in front of the dorm.
she had a place picked out to go park but was giving me head on the
drive there. by the time i had parked treg had moved into the back seat.
how she never figured out there were three hands on her bady at times
ill never know, or maybe she liked it.
kellie
10/10/87
i went to the Y today to see all my friends that still work there.
there was a new part time girl working at the front desk.
kellie, she goes to hardin simmons and is a junior.
she had great curly, blondish hair and i really like the way she smell.
she is a little preppy for me but seemed like a really nice gal.
i got her phone number and told her i wasn’t traveling this weekend b/c of my knee
and that we should go out.
i think i will call her tomorrow.
10/13/87
i have been talking to kelle on the phone a lot.
we laugh a lot which i like. we have a date friday to go out for dinner
and drinks.
she seems super sweet, might be into the church a bit to much for me.
this year i just don’t have the same religious resolve as i one did.
i still like my theology classes but there is too much hypocracy.
10/15/87
i had my first date with kellie tonight.
i had to have her back to her dorm by curfew.
she is planning to move out next semester and i hope that happens.
she had a bow in her hair which was alarming.
i don’t typically go for bow heads, but on the way home
from drinks she asked to to pull over the jeep, so she could pee.
with out hesitation she peed on the side of the road.
may kind of gal.
11/1/87
well its official.
not because i had to or i'm trying to get laid but me and kellie
are a couple. my first real girlfriend since grade school.
that is crazy.
of course i hope this does help me out in the sack but I really do care for her
and its time for me to give this relationship thing a go.
to tell you the truth the pas few weeks with out getting laid have
been fine, i enjoy the build up, the intensity we have achieved in
just talking and making out.
ok there has been a little more, but no intercourse.
11/15/87
well me and kellie got naked and had sex last night.
she was drunk and very loose with it, and man it was great.
this is the real deal, i have never really had sex with some one
i felt love towards.
she went home this weekend and i miss her already and
cant wait to see her on sunday night.
11/18/87
kellie came home upset with me.
upset with herself and upset with us, she said.
she is very mad about having sex friday night and says that it is not
going to happen again. she still believes that it should be something that
happens inside marriage?
i told her i understood that type of thinking, and have been around it my whole
life, but that it just didn’t make sense to me. too much hypocracy with all the
girls here at school having anal sex, outside of love to remain pure?
im sorry getting fucked in the ass is not pure.
i will try my best not to go there again, she is worth it.
11/25/87
kellie came to thanksgiving dinner at the parents.
it went well, my dad loved her, as he does all women and my mom was quite impressed.
i haven’t brought many women home.
we went back to the condo and she spent the night.
i feel really close to her but the no sex thing is hard.
she is a bit of a tease too.
we get naked a lot and she like me to act like im fucking her with out pentration.
i think she gets off with just that, and i get a hand job and the end, reluctantly.
12/1/87
i told kellie not having sex with her was taking its toll on me.
she spends some time with her school friends and i go out with the guys.
i get hit on all the time. it seems like when your taken you are more
of a challenge for the girls out there.
i told her i was not sure i could hold up my end of the bargain
and that i would cheat on her at some point out of sheer desire and horniness.
i think if she would just let go some and give me blow jobs, i could stay in it.
12/10/87
so last night it slipped in during one of our naked hump sessions.
we had been drinking beers and kellie seemed to just roll with it.
then comes the morning! she was pissed at me, saying it was all my
fault and it is my responsibility not to let that happen, no matter how
much she acts like its ok.
this is bull shit.
but it doesn’t seem to matter, she broke up with me.
she said i didn’t have the same beliefs as her.
i agreed but am sad i really like this girl and was trying really hard.
shay
12/15/87
holy shit that was was good.
shay moved into her new apartment before the break.
she invited me over for dinner and sex for desert.
lisa her roommate was there the whole time but didn’t seem to care?
i love how it was so easy just to lay on the bed naked with the lights on
and talk about sex, and life, matter of factly.
i think shay has been fooling around with layfield for sure
but he has some others girls on the hook too.
i hope this doesnt get me in trouble, but i know shay is discreet.
kellie
12/30/87
kellie called me that other day and told me she missed me.
i'm not sure what to think but i miss her too but she broke up
with me and i thought that was that.
she was upset that i hadn’t called her for xmas.
i told her i was respecting the break up.
she asked me how I was doing and if i was seeing any one.
i said no, which I true and told her nothing about my fling with shay.
she also said she wanted to see me when she got back next week.
she wants to talk?
1/15/88
me and kellie are back together.
he came over last night and looked beautiful.
we talked about the sex thing but never really agreed.
we made out for a while and she had to go.
im excited about this but really am unsure how it will work.
2/1/88
me and kellie took a shower last night.
man it was hot, i love her body, her tits, her pussy, all of it.
she is getting better at giving a hand job and i'm
getting better at making her cum everytime with my fingers.
sometimes i use three and she loves it.
i really hope she will get into the blowjob thing but i doubt
it. she is a bit squeemish and says cum would make her puke?
2/15
fuck.
after a great, romantic night with kellie,
and on v-day, we did it again.
im getting tired of this game.
we had so much fun, went to dinner with friends then to a dance.
we we got home we couldn’t keep our hands off of each
other, i love the way she kisses me and touches my body.
drunk again we had the craziest sex ever, she at one time had my dick in my
mouth…shocking. i felt bad before i ever went to sleep, i knew what was next.
this morning she was crying, upset about our pattern and broke up with me again.
3/3/88
i saw kellie at the bar last night, she was with another guy
and ignored me all night. by the end of the night she was
obviously drunk. i have never felt this way before.
i ended up at her house late night looking in all the windows
trying to see if she was fucking that dude.
3/10/88
went to the new poker bar last night and ran into kellie again.
i couldn’t help myself and i confronted her again and she snapped.
some how she found out about Shannon and was pissed.
i don’t get how she can be pissed, we were broken up and now
when is dating some other dude. he was there again. i came close to
kicking his ass because he was acting all protective and cocky.
again i found myself waiting in the car close to her house, for them
to drive up. she got way drunk again and he was helping her in the house.
i waited for them to get in the house but couldn’t leave it there.
this time i went to the door and knocked and he answered.
poor guy, i was fired up and scared the shit out of him, took him
to the ground and told him if he took advantage of her while drunk
i'd come find him and beat his ass.
3/25/88
spring break was fun but not the same this year.
i wasn’t in the mood to drink as much as times before.
all i could think about was kellie and i heard she was there
but never saw her?
there were no girls that grabbed my attention.
i spent more time on the beach than ever before.
angela
4/10/88
my first red head.
i met angela through treg who is dating christine.
they have an apartment together and are sorority sisters.
i have never dated sorority girls much.
they like to do the domestic things.
we have been over to their apartment twice this week for dinner.
i think they like taking care of there men or something?
not sure where this is going but treg needed a wing man.
i think it has been this way my whole life but with treg it is the most obvious.
treg is one of those guys who can walk into a roon and turn the girls heads.
ive always had friends like that, bubba, jeff acker, david hlyes, jim fregadis
and so on. so i have learned to be the cute one who can talk.
i think that is were this is.
4/21/88
treg wanted to take the girls to the hunting ranch for a sleep over.
it has been fun having this foursome so why not?
well i almost wrecked the blazer, drunk, racing around on the dirt ranch
road with everyone in the car. the girls loved it, they wanted to go faster.
i was taking turns like a mad man letting the 4wd do its job.
i think treg broke a rib on my back speaker after we landed from big air.
we took care of that with plenty of booze back at the cabin.
the girls insiste on wine coolers and boones farm. we got hammered.
the best part of the night was the red bush.
we all were naked fooling around in separated beds, running back
and forth the to get more coolers. angela had a sweet red bush and
it was very easy to see against her white skin. we all nick named it
ficro, for fire crotch.
we all woke up very hung over and i cant even remember the sex?
kellie
5/10/88
kellie called me the other day saying she wanted to see me
and asked if she could come over for a visit friday night.
so she came by around nine which was fine, i was studying for a final.
she had been out drinking it was obvious, she was tipsy and horny.
i tried talking to her and asking what was up?
she didn’t want to talk she just started kissing me.
before you know it we were in the bedroom and naked.
we did it all this time. as usual the sex was great, kind of pent up.
she amazingly gave me a blow job next which wasn’t too bad.
i woke up in the morning and she was gone.
today is monday and i still haven’t heard from her?
personal training
6/25/88
i'm not sure how many of these older ladies from the gym
i can screw? its been a long summer, working a lot and trying to get
into the best shape of my life for senior year.
don’t get me wrong i love the sex but they are demanding.
the crazy thing about it is that these ladies really orgasm, i mean
it’s a whole different ball game. it makes me think that most of
the girls I have been with are faking it?
cant wait for august and training camp,
i hope shay will be here, I could use some laid back sex.
on how that was supposed to go or what it would look like. I still had a lot of learning to do and
I surely found the right people to teach me those lessons.
shay
8/1/87
first day to report for football.
we have a new girl helping out with the trainers, shay.
she is tall and super skinny, i mean bean pole.
i think she likes layfield which makes since because he is tall too,
but she talked to me a lot and was flirting with me? we talk good but i’m not so sure
i’m attracted to her. she may be too skinny even though i have always thought there
wasn’t such a thing.
she has small tits too, which isn’t me either. its almost like one, the left one, isn’t
even there or is missing? the thing i do like about how skinny she is is her legs.
she has that pussy gap, that light shines through. gaps are good.
9/27/87
shay came over last night after the dorm curfew to hang out.
another knee surgery and this is what i needed, some comforting.
she checked out to a friends house and i didn’t know this until later in the night.
so she had to stay, which i think was her plan.
we had a lot of fun talking and laughing and she is a great kisser. well it didn’t stop there.
i kind of knew she was the horny type, we fucked all night long, or she did.
i had to remain on my back, which she seemed to get a kick out of.
we slept thru church and lunch.
she is not shy to give head.
you can tell she likes the power of it all, she takes control.
her long legs and the pussy are really nice.
her pussy sticks out like a yummy mound and it is easy to get to.
with her shirt off you can really get the details on the boobs, one is super small.
she has a sunk in chest cavity that doesn’t help. she is a very cool chick.
10/1/87
shay couldn’t come over tonight, she had homework.
but she asked me to come pick her up at 830 and she wanted to
give me a blow job for xmas.
treg caught wind of this and asked if he could hide in the way back of the blazer.
normally i would say no, but he let me hide under the covers at the foot of his bed
last weekend and watch him fuck tracy.
i picked up shay right at 830 in front of the dorm.
she had a place picked out to go park but was giving me head on the
drive there. by the time i had parked treg had moved into the back seat.
how she never figured out there were three hands on her bady at times
ill never know, or maybe she liked it.
kellie
10/10/87
i went to the Y today to see all my friends that still work there.
there was a new part time girl working at the front desk.
kellie, she goes to hardin simmons and is a junior.
she had great curly, blondish hair and i really like the way she smell.
she is a little preppy for me but seemed like a really nice gal.
i got her phone number and told her i wasn’t traveling this weekend b/c of my knee
and that we should go out.
i think i will call her tomorrow.
10/13/87
i have been talking to kelle on the phone a lot.
we laugh a lot which i like. we have a date friday to go out for dinner
and drinks.
she seems super sweet, might be into the church a bit to much for me.
this year i just don’t have the same religious resolve as i one did.
i still like my theology classes but there is too much hypocracy.
10/15/87
i had my first date with kellie tonight.
i had to have her back to her dorm by curfew.
she is planning to move out next semester and i hope that happens.
she had a bow in her hair which was alarming.
i don’t typically go for bow heads, but on the way home
from drinks she asked to to pull over the jeep, so she could pee.
with out hesitation she peed on the side of the road.
may kind of gal.
11/1/87
well its official.
not because i had to or i'm trying to get laid but me and kellie
are a couple. my first real girlfriend since grade school.
that is crazy.
of course i hope this does help me out in the sack but I really do care for her
and its time for me to give this relationship thing a go.
to tell you the truth the pas few weeks with out getting laid have
been fine, i enjoy the build up, the intensity we have achieved in
just talking and making out.
ok there has been a little more, but no intercourse.
11/15/87
well me and kellie got naked and had sex last night.
she was drunk and very loose with it, and man it was great.
this is the real deal, i have never really had sex with some one
i felt love towards.
she went home this weekend and i miss her already and
cant wait to see her on sunday night.
11/18/87
kellie came home upset with me.
upset with herself and upset with us, she said.
she is very mad about having sex friday night and says that it is not
going to happen again. she still believes that it should be something that
happens inside marriage?
i told her i understood that type of thinking, and have been around it my whole
life, but that it just didn’t make sense to me. too much hypocracy with all the
girls here at school having anal sex, outside of love to remain pure?
im sorry getting fucked in the ass is not pure.
i will try my best not to go there again, she is worth it.
11/25/87
kellie came to thanksgiving dinner at the parents.
it went well, my dad loved her, as he does all women and my mom was quite impressed.
i haven’t brought many women home.
we went back to the condo and she spent the night.
i feel really close to her but the no sex thing is hard.
she is a bit of a tease too.
we get naked a lot and she like me to act like im fucking her with out pentration.
i think she gets off with just that, and i get a hand job and the end, reluctantly.
12/1/87
i told kellie not having sex with her was taking its toll on me.
she spends some time with her school friends and i go out with the guys.
i get hit on all the time. it seems like when your taken you are more
of a challenge for the girls out there.
i told her i was not sure i could hold up my end of the bargain
and that i would cheat on her at some point out of sheer desire and horniness.
i think if she would just let go some and give me blow jobs, i could stay in it.
12/10/87
so last night it slipped in during one of our naked hump sessions.
we had been drinking beers and kellie seemed to just roll with it.
then comes the morning! she was pissed at me, saying it was all my
fault and it is my responsibility not to let that happen, no matter how
much she acts like its ok.
this is bull shit.
but it doesn’t seem to matter, she broke up with me.
she said i didn’t have the same beliefs as her.
i agreed but am sad i really like this girl and was trying really hard.
shay
12/15/87
holy shit that was was good.
shay moved into her new apartment before the break.
she invited me over for dinner and sex for desert.
lisa her roommate was there the whole time but didn’t seem to care?
i love how it was so easy just to lay on the bed naked with the lights on
and talk about sex, and life, matter of factly.
i think shay has been fooling around with layfield for sure
but he has some others girls on the hook too.
i hope this doesnt get me in trouble, but i know shay is discreet.
kellie
12/30/87
kellie called me that other day and told me she missed me.
i'm not sure what to think but i miss her too but she broke up
with me and i thought that was that.
she was upset that i hadn’t called her for xmas.
i told her i was respecting the break up.
she asked me how I was doing and if i was seeing any one.
i said no, which I true and told her nothing about my fling with shay.
she also said she wanted to see me when she got back next week.
she wants to talk?
1/15/88
me and kellie are back together.
he came over last night and looked beautiful.
we talked about the sex thing but never really agreed.
we made out for a while and she had to go.
im excited about this but really am unsure how it will work.
2/1/88
me and kellie took a shower last night.
man it was hot, i love her body, her tits, her pussy, all of it.
she is getting better at giving a hand job and i'm
getting better at making her cum everytime with my fingers.
sometimes i use three and she loves it.
i really hope she will get into the blowjob thing but i doubt
it. she is a bit squeemish and says cum would make her puke?
2/15
fuck.
after a great, romantic night with kellie,
and on v-day, we did it again.
im getting tired of this game.
we had so much fun, went to dinner with friends then to a dance.
we we got home we couldn’t keep our hands off of each
other, i love the way she kisses me and touches my body.
drunk again we had the craziest sex ever, she at one time had my dick in my
mouth…shocking. i felt bad before i ever went to sleep, i knew what was next.
this morning she was crying, upset about our pattern and broke up with me again.
3/3/88
i saw kellie at the bar last night, she was with another guy
and ignored me all night. by the end of the night she was
obviously drunk. i have never felt this way before.
i ended up at her house late night looking in all the windows
trying to see if she was fucking that dude.
3/10/88
went to the new poker bar last night and ran into kellie again.
i couldn’t help myself and i confronted her again and she snapped.
some how she found out about Shannon and was pissed.
i don’t get how she can be pissed, we were broken up and now
when is dating some other dude. he was there again. i came close to
kicking his ass because he was acting all protective and cocky.
again i found myself waiting in the car close to her house, for them
to drive up. she got way drunk again and he was helping her in the house.
i waited for them to get in the house but couldn’t leave it there.
this time i went to the door and knocked and he answered.
poor guy, i was fired up and scared the shit out of him, took him
to the ground and told him if he took advantage of her while drunk
i'd come find him and beat his ass.
3/25/88
spring break was fun but not the same this year.
i wasn’t in the mood to drink as much as times before.
all i could think about was kellie and i heard she was there
but never saw her?
there were no girls that grabbed my attention.
i spent more time on the beach than ever before.
angela
4/10/88
my first red head.
i met angela through treg who is dating christine.
they have an apartment together and are sorority sisters.
i have never dated sorority girls much.
they like to do the domestic things.
we have been over to their apartment twice this week for dinner.
i think they like taking care of there men or something?
not sure where this is going but treg needed a wing man.
i think it has been this way my whole life but with treg it is the most obvious.
treg is one of those guys who can walk into a roon and turn the girls heads.
ive always had friends like that, bubba, jeff acker, david hlyes, jim fregadis
and so on. so i have learned to be the cute one who can talk.
i think that is were this is.
4/21/88
treg wanted to take the girls to the hunting ranch for a sleep over.
it has been fun having this foursome so why not?
well i almost wrecked the blazer, drunk, racing around on the dirt ranch
road with everyone in the car. the girls loved it, they wanted to go faster.
i was taking turns like a mad man letting the 4wd do its job.
i think treg broke a rib on my back speaker after we landed from big air.
we took care of that with plenty of booze back at the cabin.
the girls insiste on wine coolers and boones farm. we got hammered.
the best part of the night was the red bush.
we all were naked fooling around in separated beds, running back
and forth the to get more coolers. angela had a sweet red bush and
it was very easy to see against her white skin. we all nick named it
ficro, for fire crotch.
we all woke up very hung over and i cant even remember the sex?
kellie
5/10/88
kellie called me the other day saying she wanted to see me
and asked if she could come over for a visit friday night.
so she came by around nine which was fine, i was studying for a final.
she had been out drinking it was obvious, she was tipsy and horny.
i tried talking to her and asking what was up?
she didn’t want to talk she just started kissing me.
before you know it we were in the bedroom and naked.
we did it all this time. as usual the sex was great, kind of pent up.
she amazingly gave me a blow job next which wasn’t too bad.
i woke up in the morning and she was gone.
today is monday and i still haven’t heard from her?
personal training
6/25/88
i'm not sure how many of these older ladies from the gym
i can screw? its been a long summer, working a lot and trying to get
into the best shape of my life for senior year.
don’t get me wrong i love the sex but they are demanding.
the crazy thing about it is that these ladies really orgasm, i mean
it’s a whole different ball game. it makes me think that most of
the girls I have been with are faking it?
cant wait for august and training camp,
i hope shay will be here, I could use some laid back sex.
