3. Formative Years
lGoing to four different high schools would be a nightmare for most people, but by that time i had figured out how to leave people and start over. Since my father was a football coach it was more timely to move in the middle of the school year for us. I quickly learned the advantage to this, I was always the new kid and by mid year the girls were ready for someone new.
meridith
9.27.81
i'm starting to really dig cheerleaders.
not because of what they do or what they say but because they have these tight bodies.
well at least most of them. cheerleading is pretty competitive down here in texas.
I cant believe they put me back in the 8th grade for football.
being the new kid in town has paid off everytime I move.
i wish it could get me in with meredith but i think i blew it.
yesterday me and my new friends went to the water park.
about 6 girls and 8 guys which was great odds and meredith was sporting the sweet bikini.
she likes to hang out with me. we got out in the water and were wrestling around.
she dunked me under the water and i swallowed some water.
then i came up and hacked a big loogie on her face which fucked up my chances.
not good. it will be interesting to see if i can recover from that craziness.
sherri
11. 10.81
i have a gorgeous homecoming date.
sherri who is another cheerleader and a friend of meredith's who never gave me a second chance.
sherri is more practical and not as girly as Meredith.
she is shy but i think she digs me.
is she too tall for me?
11.23.81
homecoming was fun but i didn't get any attention from my date.
the waiter kept coming to the table with his crumb comb to scoop our messes and flirt with sherri.
that older bastard. i barely got a kiss on the drive home.
ceci
6.15.82
ceci goes to my church.
she has a hot older sister and lives right down the street.
her trampoline is the meeting place for all the peeps from my high school.
since my house is very close i stay there late into the nights talking to ceci.
she is very young and innocent, i like talking to her even though i'm not too interested in her.
her parents think i am the best. going to the same church helps.
jill
8.3.82
my cousin came in town with a big group of family for my sister wedding.
we all stayed up late every night, scattered on the floor on pallets to sleep.
last night jill was trying to break me of being ticklish.
she had different ideas of tickling and went down my pants.
i just let her but was scared someone would find out.
she wanted me to go down her pants I could tell. i did but i couldn't find anything.
it seemed like i had my arm in her pants to my elbows?
tara
9.19.82
man the girls are wild here in chicago.
we went to the drive-in tonight and this girl who is pretty hot gave 4 of us football players blow jobs.
jims back seat was her private room. this was my first one and it was a weird mix of pleasure and pain.
maybe it was her braces but i can take the pain.
sally
10.4.82
so sally, the hottest junior in the school.
she dates matt this big time wrestler and she is coming onto me.
i cant tell if it is for real or just to get her boyfriend jealous. i'm ok with it either way.
this girl is a knock out. she is tall with big boobs and cute as hell. a tennis player with great legs.
10.11.82
sally asked my to drive by her house yesterday.
i had no idea what was about to happen.
her parents were out of town and it was the middle of the day.
she invited me in and we went straight to lying on the floor and making out.
she then started un-buttoning my pants and started giving me head. this which was great.
who would have ever believed what she had been doing with matt?
i came in her mouth and she brought her face close to mine and with clinched teeth asked me to open up. well that never happened. she went to the bathroom to spit. not a bad day.
not sure how to look at matt tomorrow.
betsy
8.3.83
i've spent all summer flirting with betsy at the pool.
when she gets a break off the life gourd stand she always comes over and we talk and talk about life.
things that most girls don't like talking about. man what a body. i need to ask her out.
10.12.83
me and betsy have been hanging out a lot.
she likes going to dinner and the movies quite a bit which is new to me. she is a grade older, a senior.
i really was thinking i loved this girl but today she told me that she didn't want to go out any more.
she said i was the type of guy she would like to marry but not date. A nice guy she say's.
i don't really understand that? i know that it really hurts me.
11.15.83
5 days before homecoming.
tonight i got a call from betsy. she wants me to dump kathy for homecoming and take her.
i wanted to tell her to fuck off but i couldn't resist. maybe i can win her back?
she had a plan and everything.
so after a few crazy phone calls i convinced kathy to go with the guy that has asked betsy.
now we are going. what a flip.
11.20.83
homecoming was a crazy night.
had some champagne at jim's house before we went to eat. i don’t drink much.
betsy was loopy and had her barefoot in my crotch all the way through dinner.
at the dance she was all over me but then would disappear.
ms. duncan is hot and i've always had a crush. she was flirting with me last night big time.
i'm not sure how it happened or why but i found myself out in the smoking area outside in a dark corner with ms. duncan making out. i'm quite sure this wont go over well with betsy if she finds out.
i bet my english grade improves because i'm sure ms. duncan will want this quiet.
11.21.83
betsy called today to thank me for a good time last night.
it was followed with but. she inform me that she still dosen't want to go out any more.
i hate this line. she hoped we could be friends. i do wonder if she heard about me and ms. duncan?
carrie
1.20.84
there is something about older women and me.
the first day at our new church here in phoenix and i met carrie.
she is a senior at horizon. she got crazy fast. she me to sneak in her house already and make out with her.
i think her younger sister is way more cute but I do it anyway.
2.12.84
carrie is pushing me to have sex with her and i'm not down with that.
i would like to be a virgin when i get married. especially if i can keep doing all the other stuff.
these phoenix girls don't seem to be as interested in oral sex as the girls in chicago?
i need to find me one.
tammy
4.1.84
carrie got tired of me not wanting to get serious with her so i found a fun gal.
tammy goes to our church too and is very sexual but not pushy.
i don't want sex and she is good with that. tammy has a talented mouth.
yesterday she told me she was taking a steroid for her allergies that was made of horse cum?
this was a good opportunity.
we both came to the agreement that instead of the pill she should just give me a blow job every night.
this may be a good spring.
betsy
9.20.84
so she came all the way to arizona from chicago to go to school.
a new freshman at ASU and i got a call the minute she got in town.
i thought i was over her and the way she broke my heart in chicago.
so now she is back and i'm thinking about her like it was yesterday.
she asked me out to dinner for my birthday tomorrow night.
9.21.84
dinner was great we went out in the desert to oaxaca and sat on the patio.
betsy is as beautiful as ever. she lost some weight but her tits are still great.
we went back to her dorm room and i met her room mate.
we hung out and drank some beers, i got a kiss goodbye that was magical.
i hope to see here soon.
10.12.84
i still haven't heard anything back from betsy.
i'm not the type to go chasing her down. i cannot believe i got burned again by the same girl.
that is the last time that will happen to me.
joan
11.7.84
so i usually dig older women and there is this freshman named joan. a vision of perfection.
blonde hair, great swimmer body with a tenderness and innocence i haven't felt in a while.
all those girls from this summer have nothing on this girl, i want to ask her out.
is she too young?
11.20.84
what I great night.
sitting in the bed of my truck with joan, listening to al jarreau in the desert.
we looked at the stars all night holding each other. it doesn't get any better than that.
she is a good kisser, i hope i can behave myself.
12.10.84
tonight I went over to where joan was babysitting.
it was right next door to her house. I think what was dangerous.
i think i need to quit seeing her. i cant control myself with this girl and i want her bad.
i would even consider sleeping with her if she would let me.
i'm corrupting her playing with her and my emotions to get something sexual to happen.
maybe i'm addicted? but there is something different. she has a hold of me.
tonight she got naked with my help. i did my best to convince her to have a little fun with me.
she played with my dick and even had it in her mouth at one point but didn’t like it.
then i said something that even disgusted me " why don't you finish what you started".
am i that guy? I don’t want to the be one that sells the blue ball rumor.
tara
2.7.85
this is month 2 since my parents moved to texas and left me in this apartment for my senior year.
things have been productive with the ladies. they all want to deflower me.
my jaquzzi is getting a work out and i haven't cracked. it is as if they all want to win the prize?
tara has been coming over a lot and i'm kind of dialed into her.
she is one of the best kissers i have experienced.
in the jaquzzi she straddles me while we make out.
she takes my pecker out of my shorts and between strokes, tries to tempt me to put it in her.
she slides her bikini to the side, i love her bush. it is a big hairy bush, my favorite.
she gets way into this, until finally giving me a hand job or a blow job to completion.
i want to see how far i can go with out giving in, because this is good.
christy
3.11.85
just moved out to holly's house. the apartment wasn’t working out.
holly is a gal who goes to our church. her dad loves me and offered his basement apt for free.
so to save money i said yes. tara doesn't like the drive, i'm almost out in fountain hills.
tonight, christy, one of the twins came out to fool around.
i snuck her in the side fence and to the basement. it was super easy.
we started to fool around right away. man she has big tits.
she is in the group of girls wanting to take my virginity.
i don't know how i will do with this one. she is so hot with a great body.
joan
3.20.85
at the spring dance the other night with christy, i saw joan.
the was the first time in a while. she has been going out with richard.
he is cool, i like Richard. he is way into young life and has been treating her better that me i'm sure.
seeing her on the dance floor shook me, there is something special about this girl.
i asked her to dance and hope richard wasn't pissed. there is was hot and heavy energy there.
i cant fuck with her head though, she is too sweet. i need to move past it.
leslie
3.25.85
leslie is back in town for spring break.
she seems to really like pepperdine and wants to get together and talk about things.
she is coming out to my apt tomorrow night. i'm hoping she has calmed down a bit.
3.26.85
well we ended up in bed and she was telling me about all the experience she has now.
i guess a christian school doesn’t mean that they aren’t sleeping around.
she almost called me a pussy because i wouldn't fuck her.
she is still too aggressive and now she is less tolerant.
3.28.85
so i guess leslie wanted one more go with me and never did i expect this outcome.
last night we go out to the mountains to park and watch the stars, she brings beer and drinks too much.
she is straddling me in the bed of my truck, the whole time saying she needs to pee.
when i tell her to jump into the sand she says no, either b/c she is scared or just doesn't want to get off me.
so we start going after it again, she has her pants unzipped and is grinding the hell out of me.
the next thing i know amidst her groaning noises things get real wet, and she has peed on my lap.
a big pee right through her white jeans, making it hard to deny.
glad she leaves to school tomorrow cuz that was gross.
janet
4.7.85
i have been called lips of coonta kintay my whole senior year.
i hate those nicknames a lot.
three nights ago, saturday night, i was over at janet's house.
what a body she has. she is a bit of a prude, so all we do is dry hump, but i love it.
its definitely safe or so i thought.
i got a new pair of 501 jeans, they have always been too tight in the legs.
we were dry humping and a feel a little bit of extra friction. it was one of the buttons.
it was positioned right on the top of my dick and i don't wear underwear so i can feel it.
that didn’t matter because we were having a killer session.
so in the shower today after working out, chris sees the blister right on the side of my shaft.
new nickname achieved. MR. BLISTER and that sucks even worse. funny yes but i prefer lips.
any thing else. fuck. well i'm glad i'm almost out of here.
holly
4.10.85
well i kinda knew this would happen.
my landlords daughter, holly, came down knocking on my door the last night.
she has been wanting to hang out. she has seen so many gals come and go from here and she wants a turn.
it is hard to tell someone you are not interested them in that way.
especially when they know you don't have much of a filter other than looks.
they automatically know you think they aren't cute.
meridith
9.27.81
i'm starting to really dig cheerleaders.
not because of what they do or what they say but because they have these tight bodies.
well at least most of them. cheerleading is pretty competitive down here in texas.
I cant believe they put me back in the 8th grade for football.
being the new kid in town has paid off everytime I move.
i wish it could get me in with meredith but i think i blew it.
yesterday me and my new friends went to the water park.
about 6 girls and 8 guys which was great odds and meredith was sporting the sweet bikini.
she likes to hang out with me. we got out in the water and were wrestling around.
she dunked me under the water and i swallowed some water.
then i came up and hacked a big loogie on her face which fucked up my chances.
not good. it will be interesting to see if i can recover from that craziness.
sherri
11. 10.81
i have a gorgeous homecoming date.
sherri who is another cheerleader and a friend of meredith's who never gave me a second chance.
sherri is more practical and not as girly as Meredith.
she is shy but i think she digs me.
is she too tall for me?
11.23.81
homecoming was fun but i didn't get any attention from my date.
the waiter kept coming to the table with his crumb comb to scoop our messes and flirt with sherri.
that older bastard. i barely got a kiss on the drive home.
ceci
6.15.82
ceci goes to my church.
she has a hot older sister and lives right down the street.
her trampoline is the meeting place for all the peeps from my high school.
since my house is very close i stay there late into the nights talking to ceci.
she is very young and innocent, i like talking to her even though i'm not too interested in her.
her parents think i am the best. going to the same church helps.
jill
8.3.82
my cousin came in town with a big group of family for my sister wedding.
we all stayed up late every night, scattered on the floor on pallets to sleep.
last night jill was trying to break me of being ticklish.
she had different ideas of tickling and went down my pants.
i just let her but was scared someone would find out.
she wanted me to go down her pants I could tell. i did but i couldn't find anything.
it seemed like i had my arm in her pants to my elbows?
tara
9.19.82
man the girls are wild here in chicago.
we went to the drive-in tonight and this girl who is pretty hot gave 4 of us football players blow jobs.
jims back seat was her private room. this was my first one and it was a weird mix of pleasure and pain.
maybe it was her braces but i can take the pain.
sally
10.4.82
so sally, the hottest junior in the school.
she dates matt this big time wrestler and she is coming onto me.
i cant tell if it is for real or just to get her boyfriend jealous. i'm ok with it either way.
this girl is a knock out. she is tall with big boobs and cute as hell. a tennis player with great legs.
10.11.82
sally asked my to drive by her house yesterday.
i had no idea what was about to happen.
her parents were out of town and it was the middle of the day.
she invited me in and we went straight to lying on the floor and making out.
she then started un-buttoning my pants and started giving me head. this which was great.
who would have ever believed what she had been doing with matt?
i came in her mouth and she brought her face close to mine and with clinched teeth asked me to open up. well that never happened. she went to the bathroom to spit. not a bad day.
not sure how to look at matt tomorrow.
betsy
8.3.83
i've spent all summer flirting with betsy at the pool.
when she gets a break off the life gourd stand she always comes over and we talk and talk about life.
things that most girls don't like talking about. man what a body. i need to ask her out.
10.12.83
me and betsy have been hanging out a lot.
she likes going to dinner and the movies quite a bit which is new to me. she is a grade older, a senior.
i really was thinking i loved this girl but today she told me that she didn't want to go out any more.
she said i was the type of guy she would like to marry but not date. A nice guy she say's.
i don't really understand that? i know that it really hurts me.
11.15.83
5 days before homecoming.
tonight i got a call from betsy. she wants me to dump kathy for homecoming and take her.
i wanted to tell her to fuck off but i couldn't resist. maybe i can win her back?
she had a plan and everything.
so after a few crazy phone calls i convinced kathy to go with the guy that has asked betsy.
now we are going. what a flip.
11.20.83
homecoming was a crazy night.
had some champagne at jim's house before we went to eat. i don’t drink much.
betsy was loopy and had her barefoot in my crotch all the way through dinner.
at the dance she was all over me but then would disappear.
ms. duncan is hot and i've always had a crush. she was flirting with me last night big time.
i'm not sure how it happened or why but i found myself out in the smoking area outside in a dark corner with ms. duncan making out. i'm quite sure this wont go over well with betsy if she finds out.
i bet my english grade improves because i'm sure ms. duncan will want this quiet.
11.21.83
betsy called today to thank me for a good time last night.
it was followed with but. she inform me that she still dosen't want to go out any more.
i hate this line. she hoped we could be friends. i do wonder if she heard about me and ms. duncan?
carrie
1.20.84
there is something about older women and me.
the first day at our new church here in phoenix and i met carrie.
she is a senior at horizon. she got crazy fast. she me to sneak in her house already and make out with her.
i think her younger sister is way more cute but I do it anyway.
2.12.84
carrie is pushing me to have sex with her and i'm not down with that.
i would like to be a virgin when i get married. especially if i can keep doing all the other stuff.
these phoenix girls don't seem to be as interested in oral sex as the girls in chicago?
i need to find me one.
tammy
4.1.84
carrie got tired of me not wanting to get serious with her so i found a fun gal.
tammy goes to our church too and is very sexual but not pushy.
i don't want sex and she is good with that. tammy has a talented mouth.
yesterday she told me she was taking a steroid for her allergies that was made of horse cum?
this was a good opportunity.
we both came to the agreement that instead of the pill she should just give me a blow job every night.
this may be a good spring.
betsy
9.20.84
so she came all the way to arizona from chicago to go to school.
a new freshman at ASU and i got a call the minute she got in town.
i thought i was over her and the way she broke my heart in chicago.
so now she is back and i'm thinking about her like it was yesterday.
she asked me out to dinner for my birthday tomorrow night.
9.21.84
dinner was great we went out in the desert to oaxaca and sat on the patio.
betsy is as beautiful as ever. she lost some weight but her tits are still great.
we went back to her dorm room and i met her room mate.
we hung out and drank some beers, i got a kiss goodbye that was magical.
i hope to see here soon.
10.12.84
i still haven't heard anything back from betsy.
i'm not the type to go chasing her down. i cannot believe i got burned again by the same girl.
that is the last time that will happen to me.
joan
11.7.84
so i usually dig older women and there is this freshman named joan. a vision of perfection.
blonde hair, great swimmer body with a tenderness and innocence i haven't felt in a while.
all those girls from this summer have nothing on this girl, i want to ask her out.
is she too young?
11.20.84
what I great night.
sitting in the bed of my truck with joan, listening to al jarreau in the desert.
we looked at the stars all night holding each other. it doesn't get any better than that.
she is a good kisser, i hope i can behave myself.
12.10.84
tonight I went over to where joan was babysitting.
it was right next door to her house. I think what was dangerous.
i think i need to quit seeing her. i cant control myself with this girl and i want her bad.
i would even consider sleeping with her if she would let me.
i'm corrupting her playing with her and my emotions to get something sexual to happen.
maybe i'm addicted? but there is something different. she has a hold of me.
tonight she got naked with my help. i did my best to convince her to have a little fun with me.
she played with my dick and even had it in her mouth at one point but didn’t like it.
then i said something that even disgusted me " why don't you finish what you started".
am i that guy? I don’t want to the be one that sells the blue ball rumor.
tara
2.7.85
this is month 2 since my parents moved to texas and left me in this apartment for my senior year.
things have been productive with the ladies. they all want to deflower me.
my jaquzzi is getting a work out and i haven't cracked. it is as if they all want to win the prize?
tara has been coming over a lot and i'm kind of dialed into her.
she is one of the best kissers i have experienced.
in the jaquzzi she straddles me while we make out.
she takes my pecker out of my shorts and between strokes, tries to tempt me to put it in her.
she slides her bikini to the side, i love her bush. it is a big hairy bush, my favorite.
she gets way into this, until finally giving me a hand job or a blow job to completion.
i want to see how far i can go with out giving in, because this is good.
christy
3.11.85
just moved out to holly's house. the apartment wasn’t working out.
holly is a gal who goes to our church. her dad loves me and offered his basement apt for free.
so to save money i said yes. tara doesn't like the drive, i'm almost out in fountain hills.
tonight, christy, one of the twins came out to fool around.
i snuck her in the side fence and to the basement. it was super easy.
we started to fool around right away. man she has big tits.
she is in the group of girls wanting to take my virginity.
i don't know how i will do with this one. she is so hot with a great body.
joan
3.20.85
at the spring dance the other night with christy, i saw joan.
the was the first time in a while. she has been going out with richard.
he is cool, i like Richard. he is way into young life and has been treating her better that me i'm sure.
seeing her on the dance floor shook me, there is something special about this girl.
i asked her to dance and hope richard wasn't pissed. there is was hot and heavy energy there.
i cant fuck with her head though, she is too sweet. i need to move past it.
leslie
3.25.85
leslie is back in town for spring break.
she seems to really like pepperdine and wants to get together and talk about things.
she is coming out to my apt tomorrow night. i'm hoping she has calmed down a bit.
3.26.85
well we ended up in bed and she was telling me about all the experience she has now.
i guess a christian school doesn’t mean that they aren’t sleeping around.
she almost called me a pussy because i wouldn't fuck her.
she is still too aggressive and now she is less tolerant.
3.28.85
so i guess leslie wanted one more go with me and never did i expect this outcome.
last night we go out to the mountains to park and watch the stars, she brings beer and drinks too much.
she is straddling me in the bed of my truck, the whole time saying she needs to pee.
when i tell her to jump into the sand she says no, either b/c she is scared or just doesn't want to get off me.
so we start going after it again, she has her pants unzipped and is grinding the hell out of me.
the next thing i know amidst her groaning noises things get real wet, and she has peed on my lap.
a big pee right through her white jeans, making it hard to deny.
glad she leaves to school tomorrow cuz that was gross.
janet
4.7.85
i have been called lips of coonta kintay my whole senior year.
i hate those nicknames a lot.
three nights ago, saturday night, i was over at janet's house.
what a body she has. she is a bit of a prude, so all we do is dry hump, but i love it.
its definitely safe or so i thought.
i got a new pair of 501 jeans, they have always been too tight in the legs.
we were dry humping and a feel a little bit of extra friction. it was one of the buttons.
it was positioned right on the top of my dick and i don't wear underwear so i can feel it.
that didn’t matter because we were having a killer session.
so in the shower today after working out, chris sees the blister right on the side of my shaft.
new nickname achieved. MR. BLISTER and that sucks even worse. funny yes but i prefer lips.
any thing else. fuck. well i'm glad i'm almost out of here.
holly
4.10.85
well i kinda knew this would happen.
my landlords daughter, holly, came down knocking on my door the last night.
she has been wanting to hang out. she has seen so many gals come and go from here and she wants a turn.
it is hard to tell someone you are not interested them in that way.
especially when they know you don't have much of a filter other than looks.
they automatically know you think they aren't cute.
