1. The Age of Innocence
My grade school memories of girls are fun. I knew from a very young age that women were important to me. I was very curious about every part of a woman. This was an easy time in life as I recall. I was raised the son of a professional football coach and living in small, Canadian football towns, was magical. I was too young to be so concentrated on girls and football, but to me that's all there was. There was so much joy to be had in both and everything was innocent, everything was new.
I learned most of what I "knew" about women from magazines and books we found in the alley garbage bins. I wanted to be closer to them, find out more about them, and was I lucky. I had two older sisters, so relating and being able to talk to girls was fairly simple for me at an early age. Understanding and predicting them, that was a different story.
Pricilla
9.5.1973
my first day of first grade. i don’t think kindergarten was this much fun.
today i got on my towel for nap time and didn’t think about the underwear models.
i saw the new girl next to me. her eyes were closed so i stared at her nice blonde hair.
she is like the princess in the story. she is really pretty. i hope she will be my friend.
9.23.1973
just had my 7th birthday, me and pricilla have become good friends.
we sit together every chance we get. during lunch. book time and always
on movie days when the lights are out. we hold hands.
the teachers think it is cute. i don’t care as long as i can hold her hand.
9.24.1973
i am going over to pricillas house to swim today. i am cant wait to see her.
i want to kiss her today.
9.24.1973
that was crazy, we had to sit in a kitty pool with parents watching.
they thought it was fun to watch us. pricilla liked it but not me. i wanted out of the pool the whole time.
she has a teepee in the back yard and i wanted to be in that teepee.
finally when the parents went inside and we got in the teepee. i got my first kiss. i liked it. i like pricilla.
10.15.1973
me and pricilla are in love. my sister says puppy love.
i like everything about her except the poster she has of leif garret on her wall.
i was forced to stare at it for today for a long time. i was hiding.
she snuck me into the house and into her room. i stayed in the closet and sometimes under the bed.
pricilla would come back in to the room when ever her mother did not need her.
one time it felt like an hour. when pricilla came back in the room we held hands and kissed.
one time she wanted to play quiet dolls. i hated that. i wanted to kiss more but played anyway.
one time i got to kiss her on the mouth. it made hiding worth it.
12.11.1973
pricilla moved away today. her dad got transferred and they are going far away.
im sad. i will miss her. i think her good friend tanya likes me. she was at the party
and talked to me a lot. she is cute. she said she doesnt like leif garrett.
babysitter
7.17.1974
i dont think my baby sitter knows much.
she seems to not notice i like her.
i like when she holds me up next to her big boobs.
she also thinks those kisses i give her are pretend.
vicky
10.23.1975
i don’t get it. so what if her skin is black. i really like her smile.
she makes me laugh. her sister gorgette, is like another guy friend.
we fight every day at recess. its easy to beat her in fights, by grabbing her hair.
she doesn’t like me messing with her sister but i like vicki. i like her skin.
martha
6.20.1977
rick's older sister is cool.
today in the basement of his house me and rick and martha and one of her friends played spin the bottle.
then seven in heaven. those girls really know what they are doing. tongues and hands all over the place.
i like that. i think it was goofy that rick and his sister took a turn.
i cant tell my sister because she and martha are friends. she would kill me.
11.17.1977
we won the tournament in winnipeg.
that was not the best part of the hockey trip. saturday night we went to see the movie "slapshot" with rick's dad.
when we went back to the motel rick's dad went to the bar and left martha in charge.
we had two joining rooms. after watching some t.v. we started to play naked hide and seek.
rick got bored of and went into the other room, to watch frankenstien.
me and martha got on the bed in the other room and played her game of doctor.
this was fun. i was horny more than ever. she was sitting on top of me and examining me.
we started kissing and she was rubbing her body on mine. i'm pretty sure i screwed her with out even knowing?
i didn't really feel anything i was so hard.
she left the room and kicked rob out of her bed.
when he came in he saw my boner and laughed at me.
it was wet and i told him what happened.
we went in the bathroom and i took one of those small bars of soap and used the whole thing washing off my dick.
gross. rick laughed the whole time.
when i got on the bus the next morning martha ignored me.
i don’t understand. it was like i wasn't there. she even picked on me a little with the older guys on the team.
what did i do wrong? i thought we had fun?
wanda
5.20.1978
im moving to michigan, ill miss wanda.
older girls were kind of fun until I met wanda.
we have fun together. she has a great smile. she even likes my silk shirts with snaps.
i hope i meet someone like her in the U.S.
i think she liked the locket i gave her to remember me with.
I learned most of what I "knew" about women from magazines and books we found in the alley garbage bins. I wanted to be closer to them, find out more about them, and was I lucky. I had two older sisters, so relating and being able to talk to girls was fairly simple for me at an early age. Understanding and predicting them, that was a different story.
Pricilla
9.5.1973
my first day of first grade. i don’t think kindergarten was this much fun.
today i got on my towel for nap time and didn’t think about the underwear models.
i saw the new girl next to me. her eyes were closed so i stared at her nice blonde hair.
she is like the princess in the story. she is really pretty. i hope she will be my friend.
9.23.1973
just had my 7th birthday, me and pricilla have become good friends.
we sit together every chance we get. during lunch. book time and always
on movie days when the lights are out. we hold hands.
the teachers think it is cute. i don’t care as long as i can hold her hand.
9.24.1973
i am going over to pricillas house to swim today. i am cant wait to see her.
i want to kiss her today.
9.24.1973
that was crazy, we had to sit in a kitty pool with parents watching.
they thought it was fun to watch us. pricilla liked it but not me. i wanted out of the pool the whole time.
she has a teepee in the back yard and i wanted to be in that teepee.
finally when the parents went inside and we got in the teepee. i got my first kiss. i liked it. i like pricilla.
10.15.1973
me and pricilla are in love. my sister says puppy love.
i like everything about her except the poster she has of leif garret on her wall.
i was forced to stare at it for today for a long time. i was hiding.
she snuck me into the house and into her room. i stayed in the closet and sometimes under the bed.
pricilla would come back in to the room when ever her mother did not need her.
one time it felt like an hour. when pricilla came back in the room we held hands and kissed.
one time she wanted to play quiet dolls. i hated that. i wanted to kiss more but played anyway.
one time i got to kiss her on the mouth. it made hiding worth it.
12.11.1973
pricilla moved away today. her dad got transferred and they are going far away.
im sad. i will miss her. i think her good friend tanya likes me. she was at the party
and talked to me a lot. she is cute. she said she doesnt like leif garrett.
babysitter
7.17.1974
i dont think my baby sitter knows much.
she seems to not notice i like her.
i like when she holds me up next to her big boobs.
she also thinks those kisses i give her are pretend.
vicky
10.23.1975
i don’t get it. so what if her skin is black. i really like her smile.
she makes me laugh. her sister gorgette, is like another guy friend.
we fight every day at recess. its easy to beat her in fights, by grabbing her hair.
she doesn’t like me messing with her sister but i like vicki. i like her skin.
martha
6.20.1977
rick's older sister is cool.
today in the basement of his house me and rick and martha and one of her friends played spin the bottle.
then seven in heaven. those girls really know what they are doing. tongues and hands all over the place.
i like that. i think it was goofy that rick and his sister took a turn.
i cant tell my sister because she and martha are friends. she would kill me.
11.17.1977
we won the tournament in winnipeg.
that was not the best part of the hockey trip. saturday night we went to see the movie "slapshot" with rick's dad.
when we went back to the motel rick's dad went to the bar and left martha in charge.
we had two joining rooms. after watching some t.v. we started to play naked hide and seek.
rick got bored of and went into the other room, to watch frankenstien.
me and martha got on the bed in the other room and played her game of doctor.
this was fun. i was horny more than ever. she was sitting on top of me and examining me.
we started kissing and she was rubbing her body on mine. i'm pretty sure i screwed her with out even knowing?
i didn't really feel anything i was so hard.
she left the room and kicked rob out of her bed.
when he came in he saw my boner and laughed at me.
it was wet and i told him what happened.
we went in the bathroom and i took one of those small bars of soap and used the whole thing washing off my dick.
gross. rick laughed the whole time.
when i got on the bus the next morning martha ignored me.
i don’t understand. it was like i wasn't there. she even picked on me a little with the older guys on the team.
what did i do wrong? i thought we had fun?
wanda
5.20.1978
im moving to michigan, ill miss wanda.
older girls were kind of fun until I met wanda.
we have fun together. she has a great smile. she even likes my silk shirts with snaps.
i hope i meet someone like her in the U.S.
i think she liked the locket i gave her to remember me with.
